Sonnet - "Doubt"

When I awake to find you by my side,
I'm yet alone, before the crawling light
Has conquered the dull black remains of night
And your face still in shadow does abide.

This separateness must be relearned once more;
Two bodies, interwoven, intertwined
Became as one, as if searching to find
A missing piece of what each had before.

I rise and stir, while you are sleeping still,
And wonder if within your slumb'ring mind
Your dreams do touch on me, our souls aligned
Or if I stand divorced from conscious will--

But then your arm folds me in your embrace;
I'm brought back down to blissful ignorance.